I'm lying on my bed and thinking about my ED, my blog and my current life. in one month i'm turning twenty. i can't believe it. i just want to be sixteen again. sixteen. naive and just a cute girl. a girl who believe in magic and love. a sixteen year old girl with a gypsy heart. that would be such a great time, but now i'm going to turn twenty. i am not really happy about that... it's crazy, I should be happy about that but I can't. I just want to be perfect at my birthday. that means I should lose more that 10kg within one and a half month. this time im gonna reach my aim, because i feel fine and a bit pretty.
i cannot believe that in 3 months i am turning 18, it is like time flew in front of my eyes and i couldn't stop it, i couldn't even live it.
ReplyDeleteYou will reach your set goal, because you are a stubborn, beautiful young lady.
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You can do it :). And I'm sure that if you don't quite reach that goal, you will still be beautiful. I don't know if you feel the same way but, for me, there's so little to look forward to or enjoy: I think you should treat this birthday as a celebration, regardless of how you look. There will still be time to lose however much, do whatever you want...people won't judge you (or at least shouldn't) because by your 20th you aren't portraying an image. What I'm saying is let the birthday motivate you, but don't break down if it's not exactly as you have it planned because you'll still have time to accomplish the things you want :).
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