Call it sickness,
Call it madness,
Call it obsession,
I don't care,
I still call it perfection.
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Call it madness,
Call it obsession,
I don't care,
I still call it perfection.
***
It means a lot to me to become thin again. I don't like the girl in the mirror. I can't identify myself with her, cuz she's fat and very ugly! I hate her face, her thick legs, her thick belly, arms and her fat ass. I really hate her! Never going to like this fat chick in the mirror. She needs to stop eating to become a thin queen that is how she will see all the beautiful bones such as the lovely hipbones. I want to wear the size "thin", to see all my bones, to show everybody that I have the power to control my body or that I have got the discipline to say no to food to get a higher mood! yes I'm sick, yes I'm mad and yes I'm obsessed but I don't care what the people may say about me, cuz I know in the moment when I'm thin, I'm perfect...
I feel the same way, darling. There's just no liking a fat girl in the mirror because she's quite simply too ugly, but if we can just make her thin, she'd be oh so beautiful that everyone would love her. Stay strong. I know you can do it!
ReplyDeleteI hate the girl in the mirror and totally hear you. At times I don't know how she got there, and I hate that I let her get there - I used to feel thin, be thin, and live thin. I want perfection. YOu are inspiring. Thank you for sharing this
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Kat
i feel precisely the same way; the girl in the mirror is someone who could never be liked. this has inspired me to continue with my plans, stay strong, xo.
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